Some thoughts + Birthdayy

It's been a while since I've updated my journal, I keep wanting to write something but then I keep being lazy and so it continues on like that XDD BUT man thank you everyone for all the birthday wishes.. you know, I really really appreciate it! It always makes my day ALSO this time something interested happened XD My birthday was mentioned on the Today's Headlines From The News Desk 6–25–2015 article along with an artwork of mine. WHUT EVEN HOLY SHIT WHUT.

I had a really difficult few weeks, and my birthday this time was really tiring since I was up for two days straight working on a proposal and sample for a gig. And I didn't get that gig either heh, but atleast it was a good learning experience. Okay I admit I was a bit sad I didn't get it but hey that's life XD But in all seriousness, working for two days straight took it's toll on me and I was sick for a while. And so, when I saw this mention pop up in my messages, it honestly really surprised me so much and made my day. So yeah thank you so much dA and to everyone who wished me on my birthday! And while I was uber tired and stressed on my birthday, my family still whipped up a feast for me. FOOOD XD Man I swear, looking forward to yummy food is what mostly keeps me going these days lmao /gets kicked/

Aside from doing freelance work from time to time, I've mostly been spending time trying to develop some story ideas and just draw more in general. While I've not been posting that often, I have been drawing, esp on my sketchbook. I'm just trying to be more fluent in drawing, and focus on painting more of the things I want to. Well it's half way through the year, which by the way went by surprisingly fast, and I want to make some one shot comics and maybe even start a web comic series this year. So I really need to get started on that. I know I need to just DO IT but ya know sometimes you keep worrying about how good/bad it'll turn out and it's like this awful endless cycle of overthinking and then a billion years later you realise you've got nothing done XDDD I dunno if this happens to you guys but it happens with me a lot and it is hella annoying. But I'm trying to train myself to not overthink about this stuff and just get crackin on realising my ideas. Hopefully something comes of it. And I also want to make more animations this year...XDD Well I have been studying it on and off for a while, and I do have a few ideas in the works. Although again, just gotta get to it. But maybe sometimes it's good to let the ideas brew and inspirations collect for a while. So that's probably what I'm mostly doing these days :3

ANYWAYS THANK YOU EVERYONE and I hope you'll like the things I'll be posting in the future. Thank you for being a part of this crazy journey that I call my life.   
Love ya all <3
Ciao fer nao